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Kenzi Malikov
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Hello, there. I post my own art occasionally, but it's all crap, my apologies. I love my fandoms and my family and my friends. Please don't be rude on my artwork.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Dark Paradise by Lana Del Ray
  • Reading: The Maze Runner
  • Watching: Teen Wolf and Hannibal
  • Eating: Blondies
  • Drinking: Water
Mostly because there has been no desire to...

Buut anyway
I suck
At life

I screw up everything. I don't understand why people keep telling me that I'm a good person, because I'm not. I KNOW I'm not. I've accepted it.
I go to bed every night praying that I won't wake up.
One of the ONLY things getting me through the days is the fact that I need to see what'll happen in my shows and books and certain movies coming out.
I have no hopes for my future.
I have no plans.
I highly doubt that I'll ever succeed in ANYTHING.
I'll never make a difference in the world.
I'll never actually help anyone.
I'll never be a good person.
I will never be actually wanted or needed.

I hate myself almost as much as Dean Winchester hates himself.
I just wish I could have something motivating me... But I don't even have that much in my life....
Sorry for wasting your time with this.

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Sorcaron Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!!
LilLissy Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
bajeebs lady! thanks for all the favs!!
sylarlovingninja Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
duuhhh mi amigaaa
LilLissy Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha your only on every now and then and you flood my inbox with favs :iconsweethugplz: it's the best
sylarlovingninja Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
aawwww thanks bae :hug:
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