Listening to: Dark Paradise by Lana Del Ray
Reading: The Maze Runner
Watching: Teen Wolf and Hannibal
Mostly because there has been no desire to...
I screw up everything. I don't understand why people keep telling me that I'm a good person, because I'm not. I KNOW I'm not. I've accepted it.
I go to bed every night praying that I won't wake up.
One of the ONLY things getting me through the days is the fact that I need to see what'll happen in my shows and books and certain movies coming out.
I have no hopes for my future.
I have no plans.
I highly doubt that I'll ever succeed in ANYTHING.
I'll never make a difference in the world.
I'll never actually help anyone.
I'll never be a good person.
I will never be actually wanted or needed.
I hate myself almost as much as Dean Winchester hates himself.
I just wish I could have something motivating me... But I don't even have that much in my life....
Sorry for wasting your time with this.