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Kenzi Malikov
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Hello, there. I post my own art occasionally, but it's all crap, my apologies. I love my fandoms and my family and my friends. Please don't be rude on my artwork.
Interests
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Dark Paradise by Lana Del Ray
  • Reading: The Maze Runner
  • Watching: Teen Wolf and Hannibal
  • Eating: Blondies
  • Drinking: Water
Mostly because there has been no desire to...

Buut anyway
I suck
At life
Sigh

I screw up everything. I don't understand why people keep telling me that I'm a good person, because I'm not. I KNOW I'm not. I've accepted it.
I go to bed every night praying that I won't wake up.
One of the ONLY things getting me through the days is the fact that I need to see what'll happen in my shows and books and certain movies coming out.
I have no hopes for my future.
I have no plans.
I highly doubt that I'll ever succeed in ANYTHING.
I'll never make a difference in the world.
I'll never actually help anyone.
I'll never be a good person.
I will never be actually wanted or needed.

I hate myself almost as much as Dean Winchester hates himself.
I just wish I could have something motivating me... But I don't even have that much in my life....
Sorry for wasting your time with this.

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Kartsie Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav sweetie:)
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Radiolaire Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014
Thank you for the favourite!
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PrincessAndDragon Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014
Thank you so much for taking the time out to watch my works. It means such a great deal to me that you enjoy my art! 
If you want to know more here is my facebook page www.facebook.com/YleniaMangane… (photos, cosplay, props, armors, commissions).

Ylenia
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ZixPainter Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav :)
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aragnael Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave! :squee:
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